it’s time

Well, after eating all of the spicy food I could handle (including a ridiculous pizza that is known to induce labor), lots of fresh pineapple, walking/waddling everywhere, and  bouncing on my yoga ball, baby boy has decided he does not want to come out on his own. I am scheduled to check into the hospital tonight to start the process of inducing labor.

Hopefully, tomorrow at this time I will be in active labor about to meet my son for the first time. When I think about how that moment will feel my heart swells with happiness that it feels like it might burst out of my chest. I am crying a little bit right now as I write this. And then I think about not being pregnant anymore and how that will feel. For the past 41 weeks he has been inside my belly where I can keep him safe. Now I have to share him with the world and all of the craziness that comes with it. And then I cry again. But I compose myself and think about the adventure that I am about to partake in and how much more exciting, beautiful, and full of love my life is about to become. I have become more in love with my husband throughout this whole pregnancy. Every time I feel sad or nervous about this pregnancy being over, I think of him holding our son for the first time. If it feels this great in my imagination, I cannot imagine how beautiful the experience is going to be in reality.

xo

PS: I plan on blogging about my birth experience but if you want to find out exactly when baby boy is born, I will most likely announce it here first.

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4 thoughts on “it’s time

  1. D says:

    This is so exciting! I’m praying for a quick, safe delivery and healthy baby boy for you and your husband. I can’t wait to hear what his name is 🙂

  2. Elizabeth {e tells tales} says:

    I’m a little jealous of what you are about to experience. You are going to love meeting your son! And you’ll fall even more in love with your husband after you see him with the baby. It’s just going to get better and better!

    PS that’s my favorite picture of you.

  3. Ana says:

    Jenna, thank you for sharing your journey so far with all of us. I have loved to read and learn with you. Good luck and congratulations! I am so excited to hear about it!!! 🙂

    Ana~

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